My plans for Samhain Eve and Samhain were dashed. I'm still pretty bummed. I don't know if I'll even bother making the dinner I had originally planned. I'd like to, and the spirit guests deserve it. I guess it will just depend on how I feel after work.
As Nov. 1 approaches, so does my fast til the new year, at Yule. I'm starting to doubt myself. Can I do this? Will I be any good at the other things I set out to do? I'm have some serious anxiety. I guess I just have the pre-Samhain jitters.